Book #32 for the year 2021 begins.
Immortal Type began on June 26th, 2021, and The Ace represents the 13th novel published since then, and the 32nd book I’ve written in 2021.
I have slowed down production as of late, whereas previously there have been days where I have exceed 40 pages of writing. I’ve written through the waning moon. I’ve written through Mercury retrograde. I’ve written through days when I expected to be with my children and it didn’t happen. I’ve written with bronchitis, after losing my sense of taste and smell. While earthquakes were happening. Wrote every page on my own as a single man living in a foreign country with only my children to call my family here. This journey has been an intimate one between me and the Creator, and it has been enough to sustain me, and keep going, and not kill me — no, as much as others may have thought and wished passively for me to die for not being vaccinated, all of this shitty stuff is a reflection of my own thoughts and feelings, and such horrible mirror reflections they are: Fortunate to say, last night they were all expunged. The dream that is depicted in the last pages of A Marigold’s Path did occur in the middle of the night, on September 25th. At 3:30 in the morning. It was so jarring that I grabbed my phone and recorded a voice message to make sure the recollection of the dream would remain come morning.
And last night, upon the conclusion of A Marigold’s Path, I came to the realization that I have been gifted darshan continuously since November 23rd, 2010 for a reason. I am here to love and serve communities. And to do it through my writing, music, and spiritual teachings. What that means to others, and how that defines me, is not so much my concern as much as I am working with the divine light, to be able to consistently deliver pages, every day. And no one can deny the consistency. I don’t take days off. And the crazy thing is — I love it. I can’t stop. It’s pure joy for me, especially when the challenges arrive, and I know that no matter what, I will get the pages done. I believe at this point I like to put myself to the test, just to see how close the time can get to midnight before I get on the typewriter and crank out the pages.
I have a muse working with me. And I know that when I am in my flow, I feel the divine presence of Prema Sai Baba, especially lately, working through me. No one can take this from me. That is a beautiful thing to have discovered.
I can confidently say that no one on this planet is doing what I’m doing. There is no way to emulate what I do. There is no way to reproduce it, without appearing inauthentic. So when I say, I walk with Prema Sai, and I write with him within me, it means that I carry the light of the Ancient Father within me. This Father has had all taken away. I have experienced the THREE GREAT LOSSES that lead to the promise of darshan, and blessings by Sai Baba, which in my case, are:
1) The loss of my firstborn child.
2) The loss of my country, language, employment, and roots of origin.
3) The loss of my peaceful hearth through displacement. Denied access to my beloved, having them suspended like carrot and stick. And having to let it all go.
I experienced these three great losses, and still, I give. I love and serve. Every day. No matter if there is gossip about me. No matter how I am interpreted — I deliver messages of divine truth, each and every day.
And this grants me the blessings and infinite protection of Sai Baba.
No one can take these blessings from me. For there is nothing to take. All that I receive now, comes from within.
In my dream on November 23rd, 2010, I held the holy lingam. I have seen its glow with the eternal flame within. I understand how to harness its power now, and as such, I understand how materialization happens. I have witnessed miracles. And my hands have healed others and myself.
I do not need to provide proof to you, or anyone else. My power comes from within. And so does yours. I walk with Prema Sai Baba now. In case the world is wondering where Prema Sai Baba is, he is inside all of us. I am not special as much as I am the first to realize and recognize this. And embrace him. For when all else is taken away, one must go within, in order to survive, and thrive. What you find there is: —I AM LOVE, I AM—
This is the only way I could write 31 novels in 9 months. The only way. It’s not a goal that a human being sets out to accomplish. This work is obsession with creation. It is not a role that someone chooses. The role chooses the devotee. I was the only one foolish enough to accept the role. And here I am, embracing my power now.
This means that those who have believed in me since the beginning now receive infinite blessings. Without help or assistance. Believers get what they give: wish fulfillment in exchange for faith. Certainly, those with faith see change in their life.
Now, here is what I promise to do with my success:
—All family members and friends shall be relieved of all debts, mortgages, and student loans. Liberation from debt.
—My elders shall always have a warm home in which to live with skilled care provided by family, friends, loved ones and holistic professionals. There shall be no older adult in my family that ends up being lost and abandoned in a nursing home. They will receive loving care. And their life stories shall be honored and celebrated.
—Anyone with the courage to ask me for help shall receive all resources and connections I have at my disposal at that given time.
—My children shall never want another day of their lives. And they shall finally be with me, and it shall be peaceful, and full of loving light, every day.
—Those who wish me harm through thought and action, thinking I am sick, and that I should die for not having a vaccination, or what have you, shall be met with the light of love, resulting in loving correction of such self-destructive behavior. For thinking ill-will of someone shatters the mirror of one’s own soul. May the lesson come swift and strong, as it has for me in the past.
-Those who wish to love me, shall be loved in return.
-Those who wish to be generous toward me, shall receive a shower of abundance.
-Those who wish to be kind and affectionate towards me, shall receive kindness and affection in return, in every area of life.
-Those who choose to approach me, shall receive blessings.
-Those who wish to cry with me, shall have all tears wiped, and happiness given in return.
-Those who offer me water when I thirst, shall never thirst. And this goes in areas of love, work, career, family and friendships. Your cup shall remain full, all the time.
-Those who invite me into their home, and offer me a place to stay, shall never be displaced and left without a home. This goes for all that have allowed me to stay with them in the past. I have not forgotten. You shall always have a hearth, so long as I live.
It is done. Realized through the blessings of Prema Sai Baba, who has only one purpose, which is to love all, and serve all. Remember now: Prema Sai, exists within all of us.
OM SAI RAM.